The Lady and her story

September 1st, 2009

Today, rather than share with you a reading I’ve given, I thought it might be a nice change of pace for you to create your own story from a single card. Each card has a story to tell, and even that single card can offer much guidance and clarity. I’ve pulled The Lady, one of the major arcana cards of the Druidcraft Tarot deck.

For those of you who are not tarot students or readers, here’s a little tarot lesson. A tarot deck is comprised of 78 cards, 22 of which are major arcana and 56 minor arana. “Arcana” is the plural of “arcanum”, which is latin for “great mystery”; the tarot cards help us to unlock the mysteries within us, to bring light to the dark, and balance to chaos. The major arcana take us on a journey through life’s big shifts and transitions, while the minor arcana speak to us of everyday life. The Lady will tell her story of a life transition.

Take a look at the card. What do you see? What stirs within you? Look at the lushness and abundance surrounding The Lady; does it speak to you of the fertility of nature? The Lady herself looks ready to give birth; like nature, she is creating life. One foot rests on the solid ground while the other is dipped in the flowing stream – she is both grounded and open to the fluidity of life. What story is The Lady telling you? Perhaps one that speaks of birth and creation? Of abundance and beauty? How does The Lady’s story mirror your life? Are you about to create something new? Do you feel nurtured by the abundance in life? Can you be open to the ever-changing flow of life and still remain grounded?

Sit with The Lady, and let her tell her story to you. It may be your story, as well.

The 5 Principles of Usui Reiki

July 20th, 2009

If you are an Usui Reiki practitioner, you are aware of Dr. Usui’s 5 Principles of Reiki. These principles form the foundation of Reiki, encouraging us to live a life of peace and harmony, thereby creating healing of the self and becoming clear and powerful conduits for Reiki energy. These principles do not apply only to Reiki practitioners; they can be followed by everyone.

There are many different translations of the 5 Principles, but all pretty much say the same thing:

Just for today, I will not be angry
Just for today, I will not be worried
Just for today, I will be grateful
Just for today, I will live my life honestly
Just for today, I will be kind to others

I encourage you to choose one of the Reiki Principles each day and live by it.

Today, don’t be angry. Words spoken in anger can never be taken back. Look at that which has caused anger, and find a calmer, more healing way to express your feelings.

Today, don’t be worried. Let go of that which you cannot control. Worry will not resolve the situation, it will only drain you of energy.

Today, be grateful. Life has its ups and downs, yet it is always a miracle. Showing gratitude for what you have allows more abundance to enter your life.

Today, live honestly. It is vital to your own well-being to be honest with yourself, to live from that place of truth within. Do the best you can do today, without a hidden agenda.

Today, be kind to others. Treat every living being, human and non-human alike, with respect and consideration.

If you are not yet a Reiki practitioner, you might want to think about taking the Reiki I class I’m offering on August 22!

Query Letters Sent!

July 5th, 2009

For the past six months, I have been writing a workbook based on the series of intuitive tarot classes I teach. The workbook is just about completed; a few more chapters on bits and pieces, then back to the beginning to do some editing and polishing up.

As mine is a non-fiction book, my research has shown that I don’t have to have a completed manuscript before starting my search for an agent. And so, the search is on!

Obviously, I’m looking for an agent who specializes in, and is currently open to receiving, queries on non-fiction, self-help/spiritual/new-age books, and willing to take on a new author. I’ve found several, and this morning sent off two email queries.

What’s a “query”? Basically, a query letter is a one (or two at the most) page letter introducing me (the author) and my book. Most agents today require a query letter first; if that letter peaks their interest, they’ll ask for a proposal and sample chapters. Additionally, many agents will only accept email queries.

So, in one short email, I have to create enough interest in me and my book to get an agent, who receives hundreds of queries a week, to want to see more. No pressure there!

It will be several weeks before I’ll get a response….if either of these agents is interested. If they are not, I’ll hear nothing. In the meantime, I’ll continue my research on agents, and continue to send out queries.

Even knowing I may be rejected, it’s pretty exciting! I loved writing the workbook, I’m fascinated by the whole process of queries and submissions and proposals, and one way or another, my workbook WILL get published. Of that I’m sure.

What’s So Funny About Fat Girl Jokes?

July 2nd, 2009

Facebook is a fascinating site. People share the minutiae of their lives with friends and strangers alike: some posts are thoughtful; some posts are silly and/or funny; interesting videos are shared; community events broadcast.

More than the posts themselves, the comments about the posts are most telling. You can learn a lot about someone by the comments they write.

Yesterday, I got into a “conversation” with someone I did not know, who had commented on a post written by someone we both did know. I found his comment to be distasteful, and responded to it. Following is the exchange (names omitted):

him: Have you seen the t-shirt, “If a fat girl falls in the forest and nobody is around to see it, do the tree’s laugh?” AHAHAH

me: Why would a person choose to wear a t-shirt with such a hurtful saying on it? So not funny.

him: i thought it was hilarious! you just have no sense of humor, gina.

me: I actually have a great sense of humor! I just don’t find humor in that which degrades or diminishes others.

him: Lol k. Its still hilarious in my eyes though.

I am so saddened that people find it “hilarious” to mock, degrade, and/or diminish others. As a woman, especially in light of the resurgence of overt sexism and misogyny in our society, I am particularly offended by “jokes” against women.

What is so hilarious about mocking “fat girls”? Don’t women, young and old alike, struggle enough with society’s demands of perfection? Every magazine ad, every billboard, every television show and commercial pretty much tells us that if we aren’t thin, beautiful, and young, we’re not worth much.

We’ve seen, in the past couple of years, a rise in sexist and misogynist behavior by both men and women. (Why women find it necessary to tear down other women I will never understand; it breaks my heart.) Who can forget the “Sarah Palin is a cunt” t-shirts worn so proudly by young men and women who didn’t like her politics? How about the “Hillary Clinton is a bitch” t-shirts, also worn by those who opposed her? The media continues its disgraceful displays of misogyny towards Governor Palin even today, while late-night “comedians” make lewd and crude “jokes” about the Governor’s daughters.

It’s irrelevant whether you support someone politically. Guess what? Women are human beings, and deserve to be treated with respect. Disagree with their politics, but treat every person with the same respect you expect.

“Fat girl” jokes are not funny, they are hurtful. T-shirts calling women degrading names are not funny, they are despicable. Jokes by comedians about young girls are not funny, they are shameful.

Next time you hear a “joke” that degrades another human being, please think twice before laughing. Please consider speaking out and letting the jokester know that what he/she said is neither funny nor appropriate. You and I are part of society, and as such it’s up to us to change society’s consciousness about what is funny and what is just plain mean.

New Website Goes Live!

June 29th, 2009

In just 9 short days, Jane Green of Everlasting Magic Design (http://www.everlastingmagicdesign.com/) has created a website that is far beyond what I had imagined it would be. My brother Robert, who made this website possible, said, when I asked him what he thought about it:

In a word: SUPERB!
Distinctive, elegant, professional, original, credible, clear, user-friendly.

My sister Sandra, to whom I also turn for advice and input, said:

I don’t just like it, I LOVE it!

I couldn’t agree more with Robert and Sandra. Jane is a web design master. Thank you, Jane!

EPA May Have Suppressed Report Skeptical Of Global Warming

June 29th, 2009

One wonders why this Administration and House were so intent on passing the Cap & Tax – oops, I mean Trade – legislation so quickly. Who gains? It smells of pure politics. We’re being bamboozled again. Time to wake up and call your Senators. This legislation must NOT pass the Senate!

June 26, 2009 11:09 PM
Posted by Declan McCullagh
CBS News blog
http://tinyurl.com/lkbper

The Environmental Protection Agency may have suppressed an internal report that was skeptical of claims about global warming, including whether carbon dioxide must be strictly regulated by the federal government, according to a series of newly disclosed e-mail messages.

Less than two weeks before the agency formally submitted its pro-regulation recommendation to the White House, an EPA center director quashed a 98-page report that warned against making hasty “decisions based on a scientific hypothesis that does not appear to explain most of the available data.”

The EPA official, Al McGartland, said in an e-mail message to a staff researcher on March 17: “The administrator and the administration has decided to move forward… and your comments do not help the legal or policy case for this decision.”

The e-mail correspondence raises questions about political interference in what was supposed to be a independent review process inside a federal agency — and echoes criticisms of the EPA under the Bush administration, which was accused of suppressing a pro-climate change document.

Alan Carlin, the primary author of the 98-page EPA report, told CBSNews.com in a telephone interview on Friday that his boss, McGartland, was being pressured himself. “It was his view that he either lost his job or he got me working on something else,” Carlin said. “That was obviously coming from higher levels.”

E-mail messages released this week show that Carlin was ordered not to “have any direct communication” with anyone outside his small group at EPA on the topic of climate change, and was informed that his report would not be shared with the agency group working on the topic.

“I was told for probably the first time in I don’t know how many years exactly what I was to work on,” said Carlin, a 38-year veteran of the EPA. “And it was not to work on climate change.” One e-mail orders him to update a grants database instead.

For its part, the EPA sent CBSNews.com an e-mailed statement saying: “Claims that this individual’s opinions were not considered or studied are entirely false. This Administration and this EPA Administrator are fully committed to openness, transparency and science-based decision making. These principles were reflected throughout the development of the proposed endangerment finding, a process in which a broad array of voices were heard and an inter-agency review was conducted.”

Carlin has an undergraduate degree in physics from CalTech and a PhD in economics from MIT. His Web site lists papers about the environment and public policy dating back to 1964, spanning topics from pollution control to environmentally-responsible energy pricing.

After reviewing the scientific literature that the EPA is relying on, Carlin said, he concluded that it was at least three years out of date and did not reflect the latest research. “My personal view is that there is not currently any reason to regulate (carbon dioxide),” he said. “There may be in the future. But global temperatures are roughly where they were in the mid-20th century. They’re not going up, and if anything they’re going down.”

Carlin’s report listed a number of recent developments he said the EPA did not consider, including that global temperatures have declined for 11 years; that new research predicts Atlantic hurricanes will be unaffected; that there’s “little evidence” that Greenland is shedding ice at expected levels; and that solar radiation has the largest single effect on the earth’s temperature.

If there is a need for the government to lower planetary temperatures, Carlin believes, other mechanisms would be cheaper and more effective than regulation of carbon dioxide. One paper he wrote says managing sea level rise or reducing solar radiation reaching the earth would be more cost-effective alternatives.

The EPA’s possible suppression of Carlin’s report, which lists the EPA’s John Davidson as a co-author, could endanger any carbon dioxide regulations if they are eventually challenged in court.

“The big question is: there is this general rule that when an agency puts something out for public evidence and comment, it’s supposed to have the evidence supporting it and the evidence the other way,” said Sam Kazman, general counsel of the Competitive Enterprise Institute, a non-partisan think tank in Washington, D.C. that has been skeptical of new laws or regulations relating to global warming.

Kazman’s group obtained the documents — both CEI and Carlin say he was not the source — and released the e-mails on Tuesday and the report on Friday. As a result of the disclosure, CEI has asked the EPA to re-open the comment period on the greenhouse gas regulatory proceeding, which ended on Tuesday.

The EPA also said in its statement: “The individual in question is not a scientist and was not part of the working group dealing with this issue. Nevertheless the document he submitted was reviewed by his peers and agency scientists, and information from that report was submitted by his manager to those responsible for developing the proposed endangerment finding. In fact, some ideas from that document are included and addressed in the endangerment finding.”

That appears to conflict with an e-mail from McGartland in March, who said to Carlin, the report’s primary author: “I decided not to forward your comments… I can see only one impact of your comments given where we are in the process, and that would be a very negative impact on our office.” He also wrote to Carlin: “Please do not have any direct communication with anyone outside of (our group) on endangerment. There should be no meetings, e-mails, written statements, phone calls, etc.”

One reason why the process might have been highly charged politically is the unusual speed of the regulatory process. Lisa Jackson, the new EPA administrator, had said that she wanted her agency to reach a decision about regulating carbon dioxide under the Clean Air Act by April 2 — the second anniversary of a related U.S. Supreme Court decision.

“All this goes back to a decision at a higher level that this was very urgent to get out, if possible yesterday,” Carlin said. “In the case of an ordinary regulation, these things normally take a year or two. In this case, it was a few weeks to get it out for public comment.” (Carlin said that he and other EPA staff members asked to respond to a draft only had four and a half days to do so.)

In the last few days, Republicans have begun to raise questions about the report and e-mail messages, but it was insufficient to derail the so-called cap and trade bill from being approved by the U.S. House of Representatives.

Rep. Joe Barton, the senior Republican on the Energy and Commerce committee, invoked Carlin’s report in a floor speech during the debate on Friday. “The science is not there to back it up,” Barton said. “An EPA report that has been suppressed… raises grave doubts about the endangerment finding. If you don’t have an endangerment finding, you don’t need this bill. We don’t need this bill. And for some reason, the EPA saw fit not to include that in its decision.” (The endangerment finding is the EPA’s decision that carbon dioxide endangers the public health and welfare.)

“I’m sure it was very inconvenient for the EPA to consider a study that contradicted the findings it wanted to reach,” Rep. James Sensenbrenner, the senior Republican on the House Select Committee on Energy Independence and Global Warming, said in a statement. “But the EPA is supposed to reach its findings based on evidence, not on political goals. The repression of this important study casts doubts on EPA’s finding, and frankly, on other analysis EPA has conducted on climate issues.”

The revelations could prove embarrassing to Jackson, the EPA administrator, who said in January: “I will ensure EPA’s efforts to address the environmental crises of today are rooted in three fundamental values: science-based policies and programs, adherence to the rule of law, and overwhelming transparency.” Similarly, Mr. Obama claimed that “the days of science taking a back seat to ideology are over… To undermine scientific integrity is to undermine our democracy. It is contrary to our way of life.”

“All this talk from the president and (EPA administrator) Lisa Jackson about integrity, transparency, and increased EPA protection for whistleblowers — you’ve got a bouquet of ironies here,” said Kazman, the CEI attorney.

American Clean Energy and Security Act of 2009

June 28th, 2009

On June 26, 2009, the House passed the “Cap and Trade Act” by a vote of 219 – 212. Three Representatives did not vote. 8 Republicans voted yes. 44 Democrats voted no.

Unfortunately, neither your representative nor mine actually READ this 1,500 page document. An additional 300 pages of amendments were added at 3:00 am on the day of the vote. The problem is, no copies were available to be read by anyone prior to the vote. Once again, legislation passed through Congress that no one had read.

So, what can you look forward to as a result of this act? For one, and this is straight from the horse’s mouth: “When I was asked earlier about the issue of coal, you know, under my plan of a cap and trade system, electricity rates would necessarily skyrocket. Even regardless of what I say about whether coal is good or bad. Because I’m capping greenhouse gases, coal power plants, you know, natural gas, you name it, whatever the plants were, whatever the industry was, uh, they would have to retrofit their operations. That will cost money. They will pass that money on to consumers.” (Sen. Barack Obama, Interview with San Francisco Chronicle Editorial Board, 1/17/08)

This is, basically, a tax. Energy companies will pass the costs of these regulations to the consumer in the form of huge price increases. The consumer (that’s you and me) will pay higher gas and electric prices. In fact, any person or company using cars, trucks, planes, trains, heating oil, and other petroleum products will foot the bill.

Higher energy costs will drive up the costs of goods produced by American companies, sweeping American-made products (and jobs) from the market in the face of lower priced foreign-produced goods.

The New York Times quote on the European Union’s cap-and-trade program (that started in 2005) says it all: “Their plan unleashed a lobbying free-for-all that led politicians to dole out favors to various industries, undermining the environmental goals. Four years later, it is becoming clear that system has so far produced little noticeable benefit to the climate, but generated a multi-billion dollar windfall for some of the continent’s biggest polluters.”

Many representatives who pushed for this legislation own stock in natural gas and/or coal companies (including Nancy Pelosi). Al Gore, who also supported this tax, owns a venture capital firm that is heavily invested in a new software company that’s making software to help companies track their carbon footprint. He, and companies like his, will make a fortune.

Not only will this bill make politicians rich (and you and I poorer), it will increase their power as well. The government will control what you can and cannot do.

We all understand the need to control pollution. But at what cost to you and me? Call your Senator today and demand that they NOT support this outrageous tax bill. We can find a better way.

Politics

June 27th, 2009

I am many things, amongst them a political creature. And so, from time to time, I will diverge from the ramblings of the mystic to speak about the mundane. Let me warn you, though, that the things I have to say are not in step with the majority of San Franciscans.

I was a Democrat until May 2008. When the DNC committed voter fraud and voter theft; when through their silence they condoned disgraceful sexism and misogyny; when through their silence they condoned unforgivable race-baiting, I became an Independent.

I no longer support either the Democratic or Republican parties. They are both corrupt, run by corrupt politicians. This new administration is as corrupt as the previous one. This congress could care less about the people it is supposed to represent.

And I will not be silent. I will express my sentiments here. I’m happy to allow healthy, productive debate among commenters. I won’t allow hateful discourse, so please be conscious of your comments.

To Process Or Not To Process

June 27th, 2009

Jennifer came to see me recently, exhausted and wanting help in regaining her focus and strength and pleasure in life. Her foundational card, that energy that holds the container for everything else, was The Hermit. Now, this card usually tells us that it’s time for some deep inner work, time to shine the light on the darkness within. However, some of the cards surrounding The Hermit (as well as a whisper or two from her guides) led me to ask a question of Jennifer: “How much time to do you spend on processing?” The dam burst wide open. “All my time!” she cried. “It seems like I spend all my time processing, looking at my responses, finding reasons and patterns. I’m exhausted by the processing but I know I have to in order to understand my reactions!”

What did Jennifer mean by ‘processing’? Simply put, processing is looking within to locate the source of a response to an event or situation, or the source to a pattern of behavior. And, as Jennifer found out, it can be hard work, especially if, like Jennifer, you feel that every emotion, every response, warrants processing.

When did we start believing that every emotion does need to be processed? Who determined that anger, or frustration, or fear, or sorrow, or dislike, or any of what might be labeled “shadow” emotions were not appropriate? And because they were ‘wrong’, ‘inappropriate’, or ‘unacceptable’, they must be analyzed to be understood and thus healed?

Of course, some of our responses may, in fact, come from a trigger that needs to be seen and resolved. But Jennifer was trying to process every response, every emotion! No wonder she was exhausted. As we looked at the cause of some of her reactions, she realized that many were normal and appropriate responses to a specific situation occurring at that moment. She also realized that a response was not inappropriate just because someone else didn’t like that response!

For Jennifer, The Hermit was not telling her it was time to do some deep inner work and shine the light of awareness within. The Hermit was telling her to distinguish between responses that were reactions to patterns and behaviors that did not serve her, and responses that were normal and appropriate for the situation at hand.

I heard from Jennifer a couple weeks after our meeting, and she sounded upbeat and energized. “I feel transformed”, she said. “Each day that passes I’m better able to discern which of my emotions are valid responses to a situation, and which are reactionary, based on old patterns. I love giving myself permission to express valid emotions freely!”

“There can be no transforming of darkness into light and of apathy into movement without emotion.” – Carl Jung

Tarot Talk

June 27th, 2009

As a tarot reader for over 20 years, I’ve found that the collective consciousness has a tendency to play out in the everyday lives of my clients. I often see different clients seeking guidance with the same issue within a specific time frame. One month may see a rash of relationship problems, while another week may specifically bring me clients dealing with a feeling of powerlessness. The catalyst for each client will be different, the energies surrounding the issue will be different, and the resolution will be client-specific, but the core aspect seems to be the same.

From time to time, I’ll post here a reading I’ve done that seems to apply to that collective issue. I hope, if you’re drawn to this blog and to that post, you’ll find it helpful.